April... it is April... It'll be my birthday real soon next month... God dang... I'm honestly overwhelmed, guhhhhhhhh.
Anyways, April fools is a neat idea so as long you don't do any mean pranks like pretending to ask someone out. Imgaine being that cruel to someone??
...I didn't get my braces off. I don't know why, but my two front teeth can't help but want to split up.
Within two days from now, I'll finally have my braces off! Its been a long, long two and a half years, but its finally time. I'll probably get fitted for a retainer as well after the removal, but nevertheless I couldn't be any more excited! I wish other things were just as sunny as this...
Earlier today, my dad asked me the inevitable question: "What do you want to do for your birthday?" I actually don't like when either of my parents ask me this because my answer is always the same: nothing. I don't want to do anything and it seems to bother them that's the attitude I seem to have. Truth is I'm not thinking about birthdays, vacations with family, going out to eat with family & friends, none of that. I just don't really care and it'd be an unhappy time for everyone involved. I wouldn't even try. I'm just too tired, overwhelmed, and probably withdrawn. I feel sorry for that nice guy who seems to want to talk to me at my job... He reminds me so much of Hachiware from Chiikawa...
Today I went to a donut shop with my mom and sister. It was in the a mall my mom works at. I had a matcha latte and a regular glazed donut. Since the mall we went to was pretty far from home, we saw a lot of busy roads & patches of forest. It all felt like the perfect set up for a mystery story.
03/03/2026
This is going to be a different one this time, because I found something fun:
originally by Stupied
I'm Gabby and I typically draw original characters! Since 2021, I have been active in the Toontown fandom and have made fan characters and I often update a fan webcomic revolving around my fan ocs and the stories I've cooked up for them.
Oof! I want to say... for as long as I can remember? I've been drawing and coming with ocs & stories for years, but I only started sharing my art online since I was 17 years old. I think I improved quite a bit since then.
It honestly depends on: my mood and what's happening outside of making art. My job and sometimes personal issues can hinder that. When everything's fine, it can take up either a couple of hours or a few days, depending on what I'm doing exactly.
It depends how I feel about what I am currently working on. If I feel like I've made significant progress on a piece, I can easily work on something else in the meantime. I end up working on two pieces around the same time frame.
When it feels like I can't do anything else without overdoing it.
Everything about it, really. You know those art memes where a person dreads working on any part of the art-making progress (lineart, coloring, rendering, etc.)? I don't really get that, I happen to enjoy when I move on to the next step.
I can't say I dislike any part of the progress.
I often do digital art, so I work where desktop and tablet are.
Its a hobby at this point, but I'd like to do commissions one of these days.
I tend to share on my socials or on discord. Slowly but surely I'll get my art gallery on my website done and up... someday.
The fact that I can create whole worlds and personalities that people ending up loving and caring about.
Many things, to be honest. Anatomy, rendering, doing more backgrounds...
I'm mainly self taught, but I went to art school.
I try to learn the basic principles of art and learn about whatever technique interests me.
I think there's value to both mindsets. There's always room for improvement and for deviation.
I do try to use my whole arm while drawing.
Not as often as I would like to.
I like to think I have a basic understanding of it. I try to actively think about color and values when I work.
Many colors but mainly shades of blue :D.
Nope. There's no such thing as ugly colors to me.
I can do prespective somewhat, but I could always do better. I luckily have a Dad who studied interior architecture, mastered perspective, and can help.
I like doing lineart. I enjoy when a piece comes together. For me, it helps when the sketch feels complete and I can properly move on. Experimenting with line width can make all the difference.
I have an animated project that I halted on since I joined the Toontown fandom and working on my fan comic. I'm glad that I got the storyboard thumbnails and character designs done already.
It depends on what I want to do.
I almost never have artblock, but when I do, I usually either do anything else OR just doodle anything without thought.
Indeed I do! I often listen to whatever music I want (it could litterally be anything.) I rarely listen to pocasts and all that.
Whenever, at any time. I don't think there was ever a time where I DIDN'T want to create, even on my lazy days.
Thery're messy and full of pen scribbles that only I can make out.
Not really. I struggle to explain what I'm doing to those who happen to glance at my sketchbook.
I like to think that nearly every person I befriend in the Toontown fandom is an art friend.
Not often. I have worked on a zine, two different collabs, a secret santa gift, and a couple art trades at different points in time.
It is my pleasure to give art away. That's why I joined artfight! Real fun stuff.
As I stated already, I have done trades before. I haven't done requests, however. I did enjoy doing art trades.
Could be better.
Surprisingly, no. I take breaks often.
Watercolor.
Stylized. Especially where there's lots of shapes.
I can appreciate it, but I think too many non-artsy people hype it too much. I never see those people hype up Alex Ross' art, however. I guess its because his works are often about superheroes.
I like it fine.
I'm alright with it. I appereciate it.
I don't think I'm familiar with that.
Most of them tend to not interest me at all, so no.
No. A lot of my interests tend be niche within the people I surround with.
No. I actively avoid doing this.
I... Don't know what would be considered a controversial art take.
I can't say that I have any??
Too many to count, if I have to be honest. A couple of things I can name is: superhero comics & cartoons, & retro cartoons.
I think more people should look at Ann Telnaes' works. I don't see many political cartoons with an appealing art style. I think her formerly being an animator at Disney helps.
Not reccently.
Sure, even if its a small, crude doodle.
I certainly do, especially when I have no ideas.
Sometimes, yes. Especially for things like my webcomic.
I guess my art posted on tumblr and bluesky count as that... for now.
I don't really have an opinion on my older works. I certainly see the mistakes I've done and I try to improve upon that.
I don't seek it out, but I welcome it.
I'd say I have a healthy view of my work. I know I could always do better. But for now, I look at my work fondly.
I do get compliments but not often. I quite enjoy it.
I don't like it. That's all. I don't use it because I have no use for it at all.
I think tracing to an extent can be useful as a means of learning.
Don't have any :P
I used to exculsively do original art but I mainly do fanart and fan ocs these days. I like working on both.
It doesn't really matter, to be honest. So long as you are happy with what you make.
As long as it isn't a beat-by-beat copy of something.
A mix of both.
No.
Sometimes.
Absolutely! Especially I put in way too much effort with my ocs.
No... not really.
Midcentury sci-fi, classic marvel & DC comics, 2000's cartoons... just to name a few.
Not necessarily.
Coffee with coffee cake on the side?? Idk, man.
Probably be wary of me.
Depending on which of my characters I'm dealing with, I'd probably get my ass kicked.
I try to be. I like to think I'm consistent.
I've been meaning to revist original story ocs, or redraw old toontown drawing I did a couple years ago.
It's definitely all skill
I enjoy drawing dynamic poses, scenes, character interaction and whatnot.
I create for myself but the positive reception I get inspires me to continue to make art and to make others happy.
I don't think artstyle theft is a thing in the way most people think. It's fine to to try to emulate certain styles you like so a long you aren't straight up copying art and passing it off as your own.
Maybe I could one day. I never really thought about it.
I guess my drawing tablet is expensive.
Since I do digital art, I try to store my resources in a neat way.
I often remove resources I no longer need (with some exceptions).
No. Unless I have other tasks I need to be done.
I can't say for sure. People have their own ideas of what constitutes as "inappropriate art" and it isn't right to impose that onto others. It never goes well. The only thing is that you are mindful of what you share, especially in private servers.
I don't think I ever had to do that.
I can't say that I had.
Honestly yes. In my case, my art tends to suffer when in distress or if it begins to feel like a chore.
I don't think too hard about that.
I try to do my best and deal things with a sense of calm.
Nope. I honestly don't need a list.
To tell stories, mainly. If someone gets enjoyment from the things I make, then I have accomplished my goal.
My toontown webcomic.
Since I studied animation, I've had the idea to perhaps work on a web series starring my original story ocs. For now, I'm content with comics.
If I were to undertake on my animation ideas, money. If I were to continue working on my comics, time.
Beacuse I can and I like what can do with that.
Yes.
Absolutely.
Don't worry about being prefect. Paying attention to how much you gain traction via social media is the ultimate motivation killer, just as much as comparing yourself to others. It is never too late to start making art.
On 3/22/2025. I feel a bit numb but happy.
It's been two days since Valentine's Day, and it's Aromantic Awareness Week. I originally wanted to talk about those ON Valentine's Day, but I decided to wait a bit. For those who know me well enough, I definitely have thoughts on what Valentine's day means to the internet, the real world, and myself. I've seen people on social media bemoan that somehow they are condemned for caring about love and Valentine's Day, etc. But I can't help but chuckle at that. I also chuckle at the idea that people who despise the holiday, or don't care, are somehow miserable because those people don't have anyone, as if somehow you need to be in a relationship, romantic or not, to be happy. I resent the idea that Valentine's Day can also be about other kinds of love when many advertisements and media portray Valentine's Day in the context of romance. I just don't buy that.
Yes, people who dislike that genre of post can simply ignore it but so can they. Outside the internet, there's already a wide acceptance of valentine's day and the idea of having a holiday for celebrating love in general (even if there's an emphasis on romantic love). Now please understand I have no issue with valentine's day or romantic love (I just think its one of the morr boring holidays in the year). But I resent the idea that must be miserable if I don't enjoy that in any way. I'd say this mindset is amatonormativity but that word includes more than just romantic relationships, amatonormativity includes cisheteronormative & prioritizes monogamous relationships. Amatonormativity also assumes that certain actions like kissing and cuddling, to be romantic and that you are expected to enter into that sort of relationship to recieve affection. But that's not really the subject of this entry.
Instead, I'd raise to you the idea that having a holiday exculsively for showing love to those you care about is absurd, just like how saying that christmas is the time for giving when you can do that any day of the year. What's stopping you from giving your friends, family, and partner(s) flowers and chocolates? What's stopping you from celebrating that love (whatever that may mean to you) at anytime?
I hope all this didn't come off as whiny or resentful but I've want to talk about this for a very long time now and I'm glad I finally did. And apologize for this entry being longer than usual.
02/12/2026
I don't know how I did this, but by some miracle, I did it. I completed two pages of my comic within a month and I don't see signs of stopping (I'm currently working on part 4 of this story). So far this month feels... oddly slow? I've reccieved my proper tax documents and the weather's been warming up a bit, things feel like they're smoothing out, but it is never-ending...
02/03/2026
Yesterday morning, I updated my toontown webcomic and I'm already halfway done with the next one. I basically tweaked the thumbnails for this new page I'm working on and in turn, it broke off into two pages. Looking at a piece of art you've done previously after a long period of time can give you an all perspective and ideas on what you could do instead. I had a handful of those thumbnails already done since 2024(earlier than that, maybe?)
I'm happy with how my comic is progressing, even if I end up updating every month (ocassionally taking months long breaks). It might be asking for a lot, but I wish I could get this stuff done faster but life gets in the way and considering what's been going on this past month (Minneapolis), I have no idea what will happen next... I hope people will come to their senses but that's asking for way too much. People have already proven to me how selfish and heartless they really are...
In other news, I've heard reccently about Adobe discontinuing Adobe Animate which is huge deal for many people I know (who have animated) and industry professionals alike. I can't say much about the program (I use Toonboom Harmony for animation), but I've heard it's easy to learn how to use and just getting rid of a tool or software can really fuck up workflow for many people. Some have suggested that Animate should just become open source since Adobe doesn't want to have anything to do with it anymore. I do think that's a good idea, since there's already Opentoonz which is readily used by hobbyists and professionals alike.
Addendum: It looks Adobe Animate is NOT being discontinued, but rather, they are no longer adding new features and will continue to be available to new and existing customers.
I've had this realization for a while now: that many people seem to want an excuse to bully others. Acceptable targets and all that. I've begun to not trust most people when it comes to that. I also noticed that people fall for the whole "There is a special sort of person is just inherently bad and must condemn themselves and others like them constantly or else they should get brutally punished. If you diagree with me on this, you're either just as bad or one of them. I'm very smart." mindset and it sucks.
Idk what else to add but I don't think this behavior helps anyone at all. I can't help but not listen to anyone who acts like that regardless of what point they're making. That may not be fair and all, but neither is that. I think people overall need to actively stop themselves from falling for that track of thought and/or call it out. I've been avoiding and stopping myself from falling for that for years now.
A few days ago, I properly introduced my father to the Aquabats. I brought my copy of Finally! to his car's CD player. I'm guessing he hadn't a clue what the Aquabats sounded like but I had a feeling he'd like it. He has a habit of complimenting my taste in music. This means that I managed to get both my parents into the Aquabats!
Happy new year! Its funny how time passes so fast. Everything moves on so quickly that you can easily get left behind. There doesn't seem to be time for slowing down & taking a breather. Oh well, might as well keep moving foward (because I have no other choice), here's to hoping I do more artwork than ever before. Animation too!